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Showing posts with label iloveyou. Show all posts

Aug 28, 2012

Graduation Goggles

By julie"anne at 12:24 PM

I have spent my entire adulthood here. You know how I hated it here. The first year I had been begging mama to let me go home. I felt weird, left out and of course, lonely. Everything was so strange and different. My friends were not around, and  the person who used to and should be a friend was just busy 'online dating'. I was too depressed and sad.

Until the day I knew him. Fate brought us together and I was afraid less. He took me in to their poker circle. Had sleep-overs at their places every weekend, lived within the cards and chips. Sounds bad ass? lol! Those were the moments I cherished.

He took me out for some icecream, and then to lunch, then to dinner and to everywhere he went. Without we even realising it, we grew attached to each other and fell in love. It was the best thing ever happened to me. I was not afraid anymore.


Time went by fast. Almost all the circle members left for good. We were braver than ever. We took chances, made small and big decisions together and had each other's back. There were fights and misunderstandings, though. We made it through.

Studying was never easy. But then I grew accustomed to the system. It didn't make it any less difficult. But at least it made it less stressful. There were times when I cried when it was too much to take, and there were some happy, good times too. I was blessed.

Now, I have fallen in love with this place. Either that, or I am now experiencing the Graduation Goggles. But it is time for me to go. It was a rather last minute decision. But it's a decision to be made. I thank god for this opportunity; to be there, where I have been, to feel, what I have felt, to see, what I have seen, to have, what I have had, to lose, what I have lost and, to meet those, who I have met.

Danke, auf Wiedersehen!

Oct 18, 2011

Bad Tölz - Pengadang Baru

By julie"anne at 12:03 AM
Eh, LDR sangat tak best lah! I just hope yu enjoys his time. Take a break and start your engine all over again (not literally, although! haha) and win the race! (or at least end the race)

I hope everything will turn out great after this. So that we will never have to fight over petty things again. (I know I always ignite the fight.) So that we will see everything even lovelier than ever. So that we will be happier than before.

Not that I am complaining or I am implying that I have never been happy all this while. But it is more convenient when we don't have anything from the account departments to worry about, no?

I am just hoping the best for him, for me and for us. Yeah, for a better future! (cheers!)

Sep 23, 2011

Winter 2011 is coming

By julie"anne at 7:02 PM
OMG It's starting to get cold in Nürnberg. Soon enough you will find yourself can't leave home without a jacket. Not long after that you will start layering. And some more layering with thicker garments. Along comes Mr Snowman.

What does this winter have got to offer? Good job? Nice, comfy home? Sweet holiday? Merry Christmas? Happy New Year? Or I will still have to expect the worst, while, like always, trying to do my best here? Luck hasn't been a friend of mine. I hope I have something I can hang on to. Oh wait! I do have Mr. Yu. He's my savior.

But we are still waiting for some kind of miracles to happen, like suddenly we inherit a big sum of money from a stranger or long-lost relatives or something. Or maybe I hit the jackpot, which is very unlikely because I never bought any lotteries, or maybe I should start trying. Or maybe something like that but less haraam, I mean not haraam at all.

I want to enjoy this winter. This might be my last winter before I go back to Malaysia. As much as I love Malaysia, I know I am gonna miss this.

Aug 22, 2011

pesanan buat kekasih.. lol!!

By julie"anne at 7:16 PM
yu, jangan bosan-bosan keje..nanti balik keje kena keje kat library pulak..haha..balik nanti ai masak utk buke..nak makan ape? cakap je.. den torai.. hehe

Jul 4, 2011

new members in red family

By julie"anne at 11:00 AM

Look what he’s got me!

love it, love it, love it so much!

thanx yu for the cute mouse.

and look at the white mobile phone in red camouflage.

it really wants to join the family. ^^

GohoFest 17062011

By julie"anne at 5:54 AM

Mr. Mario. ariba ariba!

 

 

Before this if I had to choose between corncob and cotton candy,

I really didn’t know which one I’d pick.

But I did choose cotton candy over corncob that day.

I don’t know.

Maybe because I’m sweet.

haha

 

Wearing: hat by accessorize, shades by Fossil, dress by vila, cardigan by madonna, jegging by esprit, hi-cut converse

Jun 19, 2011

Terengganu much?

By julie"anne at 5:54 PM
Dulu semua orang tau, saya tak suka orang pantai timur, esp. Kelantan. Tapi sekarang saya dah suka sangat dengan orang tuh. cane tuh? Kalau Min baca ni mesti dia puas hati sebab dulu dia dok doakan aku dengan orang pantai timur. haha. OK Min, doa kau makbul. Maksudnya hati kau suci. haha

Dulu tak tahu pun yu adalah seorang pantai timur. Mostly senior dulu orang pantai timur. Kalau dok berkumpul memang tak faham la ape dorang cakap. duk hu ha je dari awal. Lepas tu dengan yakin juga ngadu kat yu, aku tak suka orang pantai timur. hoh hoh hoh. Unaware tentang kepantaitimuran beliau. Dia pulak boleh cool je. Pastu tengok kat friendster baru tau rupanya beliau adalah orang Terengganu. Tapi beliau tak cakap Terengganu dengan saya, mana saya nak tau. Even kawan dia sendiri pun ade yang tak tau okeh.

Kenapa awak tak suka orang pantai timur esp. Kelantan?
Sebab pertama adalah budak Kelantan kat kelas aku dulu, mulut jahat kemain kat belakang kitorang. eyh, dah la kau sekolah kat Johor, nak buat jahat kat anak jati. Terus menyampahkan. Tapi sebenarnya saya tidak la sure kekelantanan beliau. Mungkin mak bapak je orang Kelantan kut, tapi dia orang key ell. maklumla kan ramai orang Kelantan yang bermastautin kat key ell. Takpun sebenarnya beliau orang key ell, cuma pandai cakap Kelantan. haha.. whatever

Sebab kedua adalah abang saya. Ni memang sebab yang munasabah. First time kat KL dulu abang pesan jangan percaya kat orang pantai timur esp. Kelantan. Haaaa. Kenape? sebab diorang kaki songlap duit..huuu.. Dulu saya tak percaya, setelah terkena saya percaya. Tapi bukan saya yang terkena, ironinya abang saya sendiri yang terkena. Dia ambil business partner seorang Kelantan kerana skill beliau di workshop. Abang keluarkan modal dia buat kerja. Abis duit adik beradik dia pinjam nak buat modal. Lastly that Kelantanese guy bawak lari barang dalam workshop abang. weh, bisnes baru nak menapak. Kalo belajar business tau la, waktu nak mulakan business memang waktu paling sengkek gila nak mati. Dahla abang baru je kawen tak berapa minggu. heyyy, mamat tu siap attended the kenduri tau. Kurang hajar!

Seterusnya mereka ni akan cakap loghat diorang saje, esp. kalau dok dalam golongan mereka. yang orang Johor, Kedah ke Sabah ke diorang tak peduli dah. Hey cakap dengan saya pun nak cakap loghat awak ke? Bahasa Jawa pun saya tak pass, macam mana nak faham bahasa awak? Kalau orang dah tak faham tu cuba la fahamkan betul-betul. Tak guna kau nak ulang ayat yang sama dengan tonasi yang sama dengan loghat yang sama. Ni nak cakap dengan aku ke tak ni?  Heyyyyyy!!!! weyweyweyweyyyy!!

Saya dengar kalau orang pantai timur gado mulut diorang jahat sangat. And saya rasa kenyataan itu ada betulnya. Berdasarkan pengalaman la ni. Bukan omong-omong kosong sajer.. Tapi Yasmin and Ain takdela camtu. Yasmin tu paling ayu kut dalam kelas dulu. Maksud saya orang lain la. haha. Kau belit-belit lah! Sangat menakutkan kalau orang pantai timur mengamuk. Amukannya sangat menakutkan. haha. Ayat-ayatnya adalah kejam dan tak boleh diterima akal. Macam, eh aku buat ape kat dia sampai histeria gini?

Tapi sekarang saya dah jumpa seorang pantai timur yang baik dan bertanggungjawab. Dia juga yang mengajar saya supaya bersabar dan tidak berdendam. dan saya telah diterengganukan olehnya! WTH?
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cakap dengan adik pun nak guna bahasa Terengganu ke? lol!

Mungkin saya adalah unreasonable, bila saya cop semua pantai timur begitu, tapi nak buat macam mana. Kadang-kadang stereotype itu betul.. Tapi Lyd pun kate tak elok generalize kan orang macam tu, kalau orang cakap orang johor pulak macam mana? So orang johor macam mana?

Kesimpulannya kat sini, kita tak elok stereotype kan orang macam tu. kalau ade yang terkena itu cuma kebetulan je. Tapi kalau dah terasa ada macam tu berubah lah, jangan nak teruskan perangai yang tak elok. gitu..

disclaimer, sebenarnya itu typo saje. saya tak pandai lagi cakap bahasa Terengganu pun.

Jun 16, 2011

Perangai pelik perempuan

By julie"anne at 2:44 PM
entry pertama:

dia lah lelaki terhebat, paling romantik, kalah lelaki-lelaki romantik dalam filem-filem dan drama-drama..

Entry seterusnya:

Dia jahat, tak memahami. Langsung tak faham hati perempuan. Tak pandai jaga hati aku. bla3.. sob3..


Macam mana lelaki nak faham, dah mood kau swing tak ikut masa, nak salahkan hormon sepanjang bulan ke? Pulak kau nak lelaki je faham. Kau fikir kau dah cukup memahami la? Walhal, blekkk..

Eh, ini pasal tuan tanah la.. haha

OK, semalam saya merajuk xtentu pasal. Nak gi jauh-jauh, basikal pancit. Jalan je la. Rupa-rupanya dia ikut kat belakang. Kantoi masa saya patah balik. Nampak dia menyorok di balik tembok. Haha! Romantik la tu konon?


ps: perempuan yang dimaksudkan adalah diri sendiri..tiada kena mengena dengan orang lain. terima kasih.

Deine,

Jun 14, 2011

20 again

By julie"anne at 1:35 AM
We were sitting at the front yard yesterday when he’s suddenly gone missing.
He then came back with a wilted red rose he bought a day earlier and said happy birthday to me.
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p20110613-161520He told me lyd sent me an sms and he didn’t want me to read it before he wished me first.
Theoretically, lyd’s the first {after mama} who wished me.
But he cheated, and I liked it!
Thanks, and I love you both.
wearing: maxi skirt and green loose cardigan from h&m
note:
he had to buy the flower a day earlier because it’s holiday and the shops closed.

Jun 10, 2011

My wishlist

By julie"anne at 9:57 AM
  1. The UK - That was my first choice when I sent an application for a scholarship.

  2. Paris - been to Strasbourg (France part borders on Germany). It was nice, even though it was a holiday(shops closed). It somehow intrigued me to see the rest of the country, or at least the capital of it.I wanna see the Mecca of fashion (although it's not appropriate to put Mecca and fashion in a sentence). Or maybe I just loved to listen to French. When I was in Swiss (Geneva to be exact, because in Zurich they still speak German) I couldn't stop laughing. French was funny to me. I then started gibbering, French-wise..haha

    OK, I'm stuck. Maybe I just need a quick getaway, no fancy places. Or let's just think again...

    ...
  3. Venice? Maybe.. Italy was nice, last time I was there. Well, at least Milan was quite an interesting place. But we'll see..

  4. Hamburg!

  5. Wanna live in a small cottage in Lichtenstein. The houses there are cute and lovely. If you are a nature lover, you must love this place! Although I didn't see any shopping facilities around, except for small grocery shops like norma, it still is a nice place. Or maybe we haven't seen the other side of the country.

    oh, too deep..too deep.. let's get back to the surface where it makes more sense. haha

  6. I am so used to last minute trips. I loved our first trip together to Cologne.When Yu said  'Let's go to Köln. And we can go to Phantasialand' (or the other way around. I don't quite remember), he literally rented a car per online straight away and about an hour later we hit the road. And it was like midnight when we started the journey. Wanna that again.

  7. iPhone / iPad  / or I just want my galaxy tab back! Or can I do something with my iMac? I wanna really get rid of those freaking lines

  8. Watermelon on hot, sunny days.

  9. Wanna go to a strawberry farm.

  10. I love surprises. One day yu showed up fully dressed in his suit and all. He wanted to get me some flowers but the florist closed. And we did nothing after that. Just enjoyed his company and all. I love it when he does something like that. He's so random and romantic, isn't he?

  11. I wanna have a candle light dinner at open places, like at the river bank nearby. I wanna camp there. Over night.
     
  12. I wanna have Lyd around. Lyd, jom karaoke!

  13. I wanna hear yu says 'I love you' everyday. Even when we get older. Wanna get old with him and hear that everyday. I won't get bored. I promise yu.
Deine,

Jun 3, 2011

I am a proud gal!

By julie"anne at 5:53 PM

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he’s done it! haha. although I am pretty sure when my turn comes, if I ask him what should be submitted or done by then, he wouldn’t have any idea.

- Ai lupe la..heh!

http://r1c3d.blogspot.com/

May 27, 2011

Kleiderspende

By julie"anne at 6:45 AM

Kleider = clothes

spende = donation

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clearing up wardrobe, not because wanna get new clothes. There is barely a space to even store the existing ones.

May 14, 2011

skinned knee

By julie"anne at 2:43 AM
We had joy we had fun we had season in the sun..

We went cycling in the evening. I was super happy and excited, because I was too bored staying at home, listening to people talking downstairs. It seems my front yard is an open space, where people from front building can hang out too. two guys were talking and all I heard was bla bla bla..bla bla bla..
I was cycling downhill when I lost control. my knee was injured and my favorite jeans were torn. I didn’t feel nothing at first. I could still laugh for crying out loud! I was only upset at my damaged jeans.
Then Yu came to me and asked what happened. I didn’t really know, but I was sure I was being gedik before it happened. ‘I tak tau..I tengah gedik-gedik, tiba-tiba jatuh.’ And he laughed at me. He thought I was just being cute.
Hey, I was still able to cycle back home ok. Even for half of the journey I was being towed by Yu. That was when the pains struck and I could barely bend my knee. I was pretending like having Post traumatic stress disorder and ‘couldn’t’ tell places (like I ever could). This was when yu took the advantage to convince me I was his first ever gf. LOL.
You know what irony is? when at first I thought of my clean record of never having had a bike accident before, then BAM! it happened. And back home we saw a Malay drama, in which Juliana Evans was being gedik while cycling and she fell from her bike too.

Moral of the story, don’t gedik and cycle.

thanks yu for nursing me.

May 4, 2011

mok and dik

By julie"anne at 9:42 AM
Jemand hat eine neue Frisur, which makes him look chubby.

I've been calling him (ge)mok since then. Teasing him with his fat face and telinga capang has always been fun, until he comes up with the idea of calling me dik, for my being gedik. Only dik is actually pronounced as dick, which can mean both the kinky one, or fat in Deutsch. To wrap it all, I am actually the big fat dick for calling him mok. lol!

I wanna try to take his new pic, but i am sure he won't allow me. So let's just imagine his big round face.

He said he was so happy with me that he got that fat. At the end it'll always be me. padahal dia yang xleh stop makan. heh!


Deine,

Apr 13, 2011

Fürth

By julie"anne at 5:39 AM
Last Thursday we went cycling at our latest favorite place. It was a sunny yet very windy day.
We at first wanted to go on a picnic, so I packed some food and drinks.


 
 

 
 We landed at the river bank, where actually was a dog area, which later we decided to continue cycling.


 
oh, our new rides.mine's the pink one.


 
 
It was so windy, I was very happy.
 
the dogs were also happy

We continued cycling and came to this sign. Not wanting to go too far and wanting to see new place, we headed to Scniegling.






under the bridge (from last time)

We went on, until we reached Ikea in Fürth. Duhhh..










Grüner Markt, Fürth



 
 






Fürth



time to go home


Stopped by at zara markt.



our journey. total: 15.3 km

Deine,
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